when your hand hurts very soon after you’ve started whisking egg whites is it because you don’t masturbake enough?
sometimes people (meaning family and friends) are really surprised or even angry when I seem exhausted even though I didn’t “do anything” that day and that makes me really sad because for example trying to keep in touch with my friends or convince myself to go out is stressfull on a certain level for me and do you think I like it ? Do you? Well I hate it, but changing it is so fucking hard and staying at home being comfortable by myself barried in books outside of the real world is heck of a lot easier and I guess I’m not a fighter. Yet.
I want to change this. It angers me probably more than any of them because I have to live with these two people: one loves being out with friends, having hobbies, socializing, being seen even… and the other one finds it incredibly terrifying and fatiguing.
it’s great to have a somewhat privat place to take this of my chest
as a european there’s a thing I learned from tumblr: seems like america likes its citizens like its teeth
straight and white
… and that’s just wrong